My Virtual Postbox

For the first time in my life, I rode a scooter and met with an accident. Glad that it wasn't because of my fault. But the people who knew it was theirs, flew. Like for real. Before losing the grip, before i even knew I was about to fall down, I had this intense feeling that this was it. I was scared. Scared of what? Life? Death? I don't know. That feeling was something I felt for the very first time and it surely wasn't great. And after I fell, many people crowded and they were all picking me up and the scooter. But again, what did I feel when i realised that nothing worse happened? I realised I was alone. Yes, life or death didn't scare me but loneliness did. At that point I realised I had no one. And that's life. It will make sure you fight your battles all alone even when the closest ones tell you they have your back. The reality is they don't. And I wanted to make sure the two people that i care about shouldn't know what happened. However they did know....

Are you a person who believes in second chances? Personally I'm someone who forgives people easily. Because I believe we are all humans afterall. Mistakes can happen. That's why even pencils have got erasers. And we seek forgiveness. Maybe our apologies are taken and sometimes not. We might get a second chance or might we not. I believe everything happens for a reason and so it has a reason to exist. The good things and the bad or maybe it is just how we perceive things. What I believe right could be what you believe wrong. Yet we seek forgiveness from the ones we love. Why? Is it because we regret what we did or is it because we're too afraid that we might lose them?  Could it also be just a word spoken without meaning it? How will we ever know?  If you truly want something then you'll fight for it no matter how hard the way will be and along the journey you will get hurt, you will act irresponsible and at times will be immature and sometimes you'll be at the verge...

People often tell you everything's going to be okay. But the real question is will it be? Feelings are a wide complex of emotions and pain. They say nothing is permanent in this world. If nothing is permanent in this world, with the passage of time will our love, kindness and generosity for the people we love and care about run out too? I believe if it's real, whatever we did feel, let it be joy or sorrow, it wouldn't go away. It stays with us. And it's okay to be not okay at times. That's how we figure things out. Not by faking our emotions. If you're in pain, it's okay to be sad. If you can't cry your heart out then how will you laugh your heart out? No matter how hard we try to show this world that we're a fighter, sometimes it is okay to tell the people we love and care what we are actually going through. They may not help us solve the problems but atleast we are not alone. Express what you feel. Prioritise yourself. And believe that problems are...